Here I am, once again Looking at the horizon With the midnight sunlight Leading it's pale rays Over my empty eyes That threw crows into the sky Bringing darkness Desolation and emptiness He subtly touches the window of my soul Still asleep by the pain As an inner dawn She cries Can you see the tears? Because I felt your embrace Involves me like ember And for a moment I may have felt what they call life I followed your rays to the dew And I waited for the rain to caress my face Because you weren't there anymore And then nothingness took me again The night embraced me And I feel cold and pain You put a stone in my heart Because you buried yourself in it And I will never be able to see your light You set with the dawn of the black day And all that I want Is to set with you

Darkness is all I can see Through the splinters of my soul's window The sun no longer reach my face And I just run every night To find some light In this lifeless maze Dark and cold like my eyes My feet are bleeding And I'm exhausted At the edge of an abyss My soul falls asleep And the pendulum of time Inside my heart sways to death And I accept the embrace of the end Falling slowly into the rocks Painted on runes Where some living part of me, once was there The rain washed my blood And the land consumed my flesh Back to the ground And my soul once again Has dawned on the pale dawn No sun for a new horizon And I no longer exist

The melody of sadness has come over you Since I’m gone Your mornings have been terrifying Your nights, lonely and painful But I can feel your tears below the frozen lake For I am always there I can feel your footsteps on the ice coming towards me Your heavy breathing And I can see the reflection of your face Looking towards me I know you can't see me anymore But you can feel me Cause I'm the nightfall that calls you The winds through your hair The dense fog that caresses your face The snow that touches your lips The dew that surrounds your body The Devil's Clef And the hunger that sustains your destiny Now come home And lie down 'Cause I'll be there waiting for you To consummate me in your sorrow To serve you my arms And take away your senses Until you get lost in my essence And surrender to the pale and lifeless dawn For your existence doesn't coexist here anymore

To the highest peak I see the gray dawn And breathe my absence Fog as a veil among the pines Surrounded with the colorless sky Pale and freezing valleys At dawn I don't see the colors below the hills anymore I don't see my shadow anymore See the ghost that I've become Here, watching the void Hearing the silence echoing Feeling nothingness Without the searching for answers Without a horizon The sun is no longer here In this impenetrable darkness That succumbed my last breath I don't feel anything anymore Because nothing else matters No more colors nor scents Nor your shadow away from the mountain Not even my reflection in the river Or the heat of the fire Even my dreams are in black and white Mornings have been terrifying For missing your arms That have never been here And like a pine tree I kept breathing Buried by the ice Covered in the pale morning Paralyzed by time Dead in life And I just wish my roots would die And that I become part of all the gray Part of the silence And of the nowhere Just lay with the sun Of this endless winter

Above the hills Where we lived I await your return Every morning, I stare at the horizon Waiting for the ocean to bring you back to me Under the hill, where we used to lay our bodies And feel the cosmic dust involving us every night With the sound of the oceans around our house With my eyes closed, I could read stories on your skin And feel your breath inflate my lungs Your touch like ember on my skin Even with closed eyes I could see your inside That transcended with my being And calm wind that came to caress us in the mornings From the great prairies above us With the dew so pure So white That freezes our world for a moment Since you've been Gone My nights have been empty And my mornings, gray Every morning I go to the top of the hill Amid the fog Hear the ocean But I don't see you It brings me your smell But I don't see you The dense dew covered my whole body And I see white crows flying over our house Are you coming back Come home, my love You are so tired You need to rest in my arms I can see your face taking color With scars on it Amid the fog Come into my arms I'll take you home And cover you with my wings Close your eyes and sleep And when you wake up I'll be by your side

That deafening sound in my mind There are so many nights which I can't sleep So many mornings I remain with my eyes closed Without a new dawn I'm tired and in pain I go down the stairs and the bottles are all empty I look in my pockets, but all the pills are gone I open the door and walk into the cold, wet earth With my bare feet Embraced by gray Cold and wet, it involves my body Another terrifying morning I'm coexisting in the midst of this fog The sky is low, touching the ground In few steps on my way I can smell the wood See the pale colors of trees in the midst of gray And the rope on one of its trunks Maybe there was my ideal place I approach the rope But it was just my head creating ilusion Perhaps images of eternal rest My eyes see things that make my soul cry For wandering here on this earth Where everything is in ruins My lungs bleed And I burn inside my own blood The same blood that waters this infertile soil Where the trees cry And the birds sing in black throat I fall and kneel I cry and scream While my soul is going the other way Mother, forgive me for carrying and pouring out so much pain It's so desperate Carry life and death in my arms I embrace every part of you, Mother But still, I don't heal Why? It makes me bleed more My blood runs through so many roots And my tears dispersed together with the dew So white and so pure Like the virgin snow that touches my face And cover my hair Painting my body white And freezing my senses My thoughts have no form Empty and gray With my broken hands I try to climb to the top of the mountain Behind the trees Down the river My feet are bleeding Darkwalker Numb and alone With each step, a sigh With every breath, a drop of blood spilled Above the hills Silent screams Tears on ice crystals When the eyes open one last time And a solar wing above my head Maybe I survived until the end of the path Maybe all this gray is not so terrifying anymore And I am part of the panorama With my skin on the mountain And I breathe together with the stone Above the trees And close to the clouds Alone

Below the sun halo At the top of the mountain With my eyes still closed Equinox I can feel the frosty wind brought in from the north Subtly touching my face And I can inflate my lungs, slowly My ribs are no longer broken And I can breathe With the dense fog over my body I open my eyes Everything still empty and without a shape But I can feel my feet on the damp earth I can move I feel the scars on my face And my hands still weak I start down the mountain Everything so desolate and silent around me Not even the voices in my head echoes anymore My clothes are torn And it seems that i've gone through so many ages Long journey Down the mountain of healing On the way to the frozen lake After two seasons I reach the foot of the mountain It's dark and I could only see the pale moonlight Reflecting in the mud that covers my feet I kneel over the mud and bathe Painting my face with the black color of the lost land A ritual under the freezing moonlight In the dawn dew Telling war stories Where my roots are buried I float on this earth and bathe on it I head towards the lake White dawn Black sun that hides in the pallor of the autumn sun Where my soul rests And revive my exhausted body Walking on the frozen lake And seeing your reflection The lake breaks And I sink into hypothermia Washing the earth from my body And making me resurrect My mind just empties And I leave myself to the sun Coming out of the frozen crib I keep walking Towards the sun Sólstafir Alone I continue the path And suddenly Death taught me Life has new meaning

Lonely wanderer On the trail of the Sun, below the hills With these still broken hands I thank all For my long and hard journey Nomad of the ancient worlds That still burn below the blue ice Heading north My guide away With your blanket over my head White trail Can you smell the wind? Hear the stone? Or feel the earth? The real touch of rain on your face? The mist around your skin? I'm in every part of it This panorama around you It's me All the cosmic dust Water or land The fire that brings answers The ice that teaches you Many do not feel Or see the true Sun Because all this darkness has blinded them Look at you, in a shell, weak and blind The Sun was swallowed up by its weaknesses But it is still there Search for your horizon Search for the answers in your death in life All this emptiness made me die And be born Below the real sun On the other side I relive in my death