To the highest peak
I see the gray dawn
And breathe my absence
Fog as a veil among the pines
Surrounded with the colorless sky
Pale and freezing valleys
At dawn
I don't see the colors below the hills anymore
I don't see my shadow anymore
See the ghost that I've become
Here, watching the void
Hearing the silence echoing
Feeling nothingness
Without the searching for answers
Without a horizon
The sun is no longer here
In this impenetrable darkness
That succumbed my last breath
I don't feel anything anymore
Because nothing else matters
No more colors nor scents
Nor your shadow away from the mountain
Not even my reflection in the river
Or the heat of the fire
Even my dreams are in black and white
Mornings have been terrifying
For missing your arms
That have never been here
And like a pine tree
I kept breathing
Buried by the ice
Covered in the pale morning
Paralyzed by time
Dead in life
And I just wish my roots would die
And that I become part of all the gray
Part of the silence
And of the nowhere
Just lay with the sun
Of this endless winter
36 choice cuts - one from each 2015 LP, plus music from new signings on the mighty and 25-years-strong Relapse label. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 4, 2015